Hiya :) Please know you have a support group on here to talk to if you need! I know it's so hard sometimes, believe me, when I was in high school I hated myself, I hated my life, and I hated everyone around me. Please know it gets better! Don't base your perception of the world on the assholes you're surrounded by. Try to live life joyously, as difficult as it is. Lose weight joyously. Feed your body to feed your soul. And always know you have people to talk to here! :)